sundays are for the girls x

I am currently listening to RAYE, who I have begun to religiously listen to because I think she is utterly brilliant. Of course today is  Sunday, hence why I am in bed, my lamp on, with my pyjamas still on. 

Sundays are for the girls.

I believe that there is something very feminine and girly about the last day of the week. I imagine the word to be decorated with pink and ribbons. It’s the day of peace and of course the word ‘peace’ cannot at all be affiliated with men, therefore Sundays are for the girls.

I feel as though Mondays are for men; since they so badly want to be such dominant figures in society, their day of the week can be the once that signals the start of the working week as well as misery and deep deep deep melancholy.

It’s time for us to start again. Sundays are a signal for women around the World to find our peace before we start our new week that will 100% unravel us to the point that we must repeat the same process next Sunday. 

The week is hard and tough. I am currently working a summer job as a receptionist that asks me to wake up at 7AM, to board my bus at 7:45 and then return home at around 7. It is far too ruthless of a system for a girl like me. 

Of course, at my job, I don’t do enough to garner the sympathy of my family or my friends. The majority of my day is spent watching true crime documentaries, scrolling through Twitter and/ or Pinterest and complaining. 

HOWEVER, Sunday is still needed for me to reset, and when I say reset, I mean spend an extortionate amount of time on either my laptop or my phone and come up with some goal or plan that I almost 100% sure I will not execute. 

The plan that I have plagued myself with this dreary Sunday is getting my driving license. 

I am 20 and have booked two driving theories and missed both of them, thereby wasting a total of £56 (because a theory test now costs 28 Great British Pounds) When I booked my first one, I did absolutely nothing to prepare and missed the 4 alarms that I had set for the occasion and for my second one, I entered the wrong date into my diary and then unfortunately, missed it. In hindsight perhaps I was subconsciously sabotaging myself. 

So, I have now downloaded the DLVA app and whilst I have concluded that I probably will not apprehend my driving license this summer, I will most definitely do so next year. 

Best of luck to 2024 me!!!

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